Okay so Today is Thursday....went to the coffe shoppe and just sat there and watched al the people come in and out. ANother guy came in, as lonely as me. Tattos on his arms...beautiful eyes. I never made eye contact. Neither did he alothough I could feel him look.

I should be going to choir practice tonight but I know I'm just going to lie on my bed reading my USA today and watching FRIENDS...wishing I was them. Had that network of people to be around. SO I wouldn't be lonely. I tell myself I'm extremely unintersting...a erd if you will...that people if they really knew me wouldn't like me...

I dunno.